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2012-01-29T19:30:00.002+08:00

Its Sunday night again.

Spent my morning sleeping, afternoon doing tutorials, and evening checking audit project. And i haven't even started on my revision. I can't wait for end of sem and internship, then i can go to yoga every week and drown myself with hk dramas. Or even start to attend cca.

Went to Ms Ng's house yesterday night. Her house became a temporary gambling den. It was a little awkward at first, between the guys and us two girls. But everything became more than well during ban luck. All our true colours showed. Haha It was just like sec 4 all over again, all the noise and the teasing. In a good way of course!!

新年吉祥！！

2012-01-23T01:22:00.002+08:00

This is how my nails are looking like right now. Minnie mouse design I love it to bits!! Went over to Shona's house to do this yesterday. She's damn brilliant at nail art.

Today is a productive day for me even i can't believe it. Finished my part for FACC project, CF tutorial and even found time to watch 夜。上海 before going out for my reunion dinner.

Finished reunion dinner a few hours ago, went to the temple and braved through the heavy downpour on the way home. Then I got stuck in front of the tv switching between channel u and channel 8.

I would love to continue watching the hong kong movie that is showing on channel 8 now. Sadly though, age is catching up with me. Sleep is coming to get me.

但愿你快乐，我也幸福！

2012-01-21T19:35:00.001+08:00

若想团圆下次请早。团圆不是开席半小时之前说的，假如是那样意义又何在？这山珍海味我可咽不下。

在平淡中追求幸福

2012-01-14T12:04:00.004+08:00

I'm feeling particularly optimistic about everything now after watching 鲁豫有约-范玮琪. and i guess that's a good thing. I have been feeling kind of moody since yesterday night and then i realised, its that time of the month again.

Back to topic, 范范 and 黑人's relationship is one that is admired by many, so steadfast and true. This got to be my role model for relationships. Actually, my cousin's relationship is quite this way too. My cousin and his wife have been together for 14 years. They dated since they were in secondary 3 and just got married last year. I still remember tearing up at their wedding. Anyway, 14 years. What was i doing when i was in secondary 3? Thinking about which mall to go after school, about whether to fake illness, about oh yah, getting over my heartbreak. Anyway anyway, there they are, pledging their love for each other. They are still very very much in love with each other today. Absolutely a modern day fairytale. Triangular love theory; Passion, intimacy and commitment, they have it all.

This set me thinking, do i have this ability to love someone (other than family) for 10, 20, 30, 40 over years? Maybe i do, maybe i don't. Who will know?

平淡生活中，洋溢着暖暖的幸福。简简单单的一句，里头却藏着多少对彼此的宽容与了解？

无所谓，向往理想总没错。

Ending this post with 最重要的决定

2012-01-13T21:16:00.003+08:00

I dont get it. Why are some girls simply so fragile, so delicate? or they made themselves out to be. Whining at the most little detail, checking out their little bruises. I can't help rolling my eyes when i witness such situation. Is their world all sunny and lollipoppy that a tiny bruise will crushes it?

Well i hope that the next time i look back at this entry, i wouldn't be this narrow-minded.

Tears of An Angel - Dance Precisions

2012-01-06T22:36:00.000+08:00

This is pretty insane - in a good way. I have never heard of the song before, but just look at those strong emotions bursting out, you would guess that its a tragic love story. That is what i concluded anyway.

And speaking of dance, should i skip tmr's lessons to finish my essay??? I have barely even started. Shiatz.

2012-01-03T22:21:00.002+08:00

This is an appropriate time to set down some new year resolutions before school officially starts for me tomorrow. Not greedy this year, just 3 resolutions will do.

1. GOOD GRADES
2. SLIM DOWN
3. SLIM DOWN.

Why is it so difficult just to lose that 2 or 3 kg?? Maybe, by chance, so coincidentally, it have got to do with the fact that i lack that tiny bit of willpower to eat lesser or to exercise more. Okay, this year, i vow, REALLY VOW, to lose that 2 or 3 kg and to tone my shy muscles. Yeah!! c'mon baby c'mon

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

2012-01-01T15:14:00.002+08:00

Sent cassia off to San Diego a couple of days ago. Her flight was at freaking 5am. Still love her- just not her flight. We were also joking that if Jane is going for her china internship, her flight better don't be at some ungodly hour like 5am otherwise all of us won't sent her. Haha

Had dinner buffet at The Line the day before. It was so overrated. Service was bad considering the price we had to pay. They cleared plates which still has food on it while leaving empty plates on the table. We even have to refill ice water ourselves! Oysters sucked big time. The only dish worth mentioning throughout the dinner was only salmon. Review so so sooverrated.

Went over to jb yesterday for bbq ad fireworks! My virgin experience of lighting a firecracker. Too bad no A&W otherwise it would be a day of virgin experiences. Ooh and I met Max in jb yesterday. He's a dog by the way. And I shook his paws. So cute. He's really poor thing, playing a ball by himself. There's no one to accompany him. If I had a dog, I would probably play with him all day. I wouldn't leave him alone in the house.

So cute

Yippee

2011-12-20T10:03:00.001+08:00

No longer a dream in pink hues hehe

Today Im yoga-ing

2011-12-19T17:31:00.001+08:00

A short post while waiting for Mabelline. Just finished yoga! Yin yoga today and I was the only one with the teacher. Talk about awkwardness. Unlike hot and hatha yoga, I didn't even break a sweat for yin.

My hamstring is really tight. I guess I must be warming up the wrong way all these years.

Was thinking about extending my yoga lessons haha kinda like the feeling of sweating like a pig in the hot room. And how rejuvenated I felt when the shower is hitting on me even though my muscles are aching everywhere.

More and more

2011-12-15T23:58:00.001+08:00

Have you ever felt like a potential failure? Not quite there yet but soon. I felt kind of everything mushing up together right now. Envious, jealous, probably a little self-pitying, and also apprehensive about my future.

People my age are experiencing life, trying it out and maybe falling down. And just what am I doing? Not trying, not experiencing, not doing anything in fact. Standing there waiting for something, someone to come along. And not doing anything to make it happen. This is not it, I know. There must be something more. More.

Doodles anyone?

2011-11-29T14:50:00.001+08:00

Things I do when I'm bored. haha too much research on Pixar I think

What a morning

2011-11-19T14:16:00.001+08:00

Well, dance exam in the morning and after vetting Ryan has already highlighted some names. I never expected that almost half of the juniors names would be highlighted. he asked a few of us to dance a second time. And i thought thats it.

In the end, a couple of my closer friends' names in dance got highlighted .

Dance now isn't like dance, with different groups; the seniors, the better juniors and the lousy juniors who barely made the cut. And even within each group there are cliques. Needless to say, I knew which one I belonged to.

Talks about quitting after waves, peoples' guesses and tears of - i dont know, just tears, are flying everywhere. By the way, those tearing up are those who are staying - i'm perplexed as to why are they crying. None of us who stayed are feelIng secure. Meanwhile, it is becoming increasingly more difficult to find someone who is on the same level as you.

I'm feeling like an onlooker. Although it has everything to do with me yet there is none.

Lady Antebellum - Need You Now (2010 Remix)

2011-11-13T22:47:00.000+08:00

Helppppppp

2011-10-30T15:31:00.001+08:00

I can't get anything done with an iPhone next to me. Sighs

2011-10-26T11:29:00.001+08:00

cheque faster come, pay faster come then miu miu can faster come!

2011-10-06T23:40:00.003+08:00

Been watching Huan Zhu Ge Ge for the past one week. Kinship, friendship and love all in one series. Was too young to understand the show the last time i watched it. Really, what exciting lives they lead.

Embossed in gold

2011-09-24T22:04:00.005+08:00

Dream a little dream in pink hues

2011-09-22T09:23:00.003+08:00

Once you get too close to a guy, rumours start to fly. How can anyone be so assuming i dont get it. I dont get how their freaking bird brain works. Merely exchanging a few smses amounts to liking him? Exchanging a few laughs amounts to liking him? Buying a phone from him means that i like him? Fucking ridiculous. i have no wish to remember what they say but rest assured, its not only this. Oh please, how can i ever like a smoker who's obviously a player.

FYI, this is how singtel operates. i'm not going to get myself in such sticky situation again. Reason for working part time is only about the money. never about making friends or boyfriends.

2011-09-16T21:24:00.003+08:00

Hehe back from Hongkong for a few days now

7 days was simply not enough!! i didnt have any dimsum at all, which is so wasted given the fact that i was in Hongkong. Didnt get into any tangled love affairs or anything in HK, haiz. Wasted again. haha

Everyday was a shopping day! It was so exciting during the nights. Cos we were going to break our curfews already, so we ran from Kowloon Tong MTR back to our hotel in 7 mins flat, or there about. Timing doesnt make a difference, we ran thats the point. During the run, we saw an octopus card on the floor. I happily go and picked it up and thought wah, we could use some free rides, but Shona scare me saying that there could be some black magic and plus we were in foreign land. Black magic does it for me, i threw it back to the floor and profusely apoplogise. lol
Who knows, that card belongs to stupid Mabelline's. So in the end we have to run again from the hotel, trace our footsteps to retrieve her card.

We gave up the art of eating for the sake of endless shopping.
Others went HK and eat and get fat, we went there and run/starve and get fitter. What better holiday can we ask for.

Oh yah oh yah, i spoke to our tour guide in cantonese. Haha, he can understand my cantonese. I asked him, in canto of course, Can you understand my cantonese? He say xiu xiu lah, must think a bit. hahah. Don't mess around with my self-learnt cantonese.

And now i am back to work at Singtel.

2011-08-31T19:40:00.002+08:00

oh god, i thought i would never live to see 1st September.

But here I am blogging and preparing for my hong kong trip. Endless of har gao, siew mai, char shao bao here i comeeeee!!!! yayyyy

After all this time? Always

2011-07-19T19:15:00.004+08:00

yoohooooooo

Went for xiao long bao buffet on friday!! Service was good and food normal. Its not the food that matters really. Its the company.

We used a DSLR to take our pictures. Being tech idiots, the quality of the pictures came out to be like a 14 megapixel compact camera. What a wasteeeeeeeeeeeeeee hahha

and then on saturday i watched Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows part 2!!! It was quite heart-breaking when Harry found out that he was the 7th horcrux. After fighting so many death eaters and dementors over and over again, braving so many difficulties in search of the rest of the horcruxes, he has to calmly walk into his own death to ensure that Voldermort was completely destroyed. For the greater good. What really touched me was how his friends stood by him in such dark period.

After all this time? Always

Not forgetting the scene where Snape died. He was a good man afterall. Still loving Lily Evans after so many years and even though its unrequited. Where can we find a love so brave?

The last part, 19 years later, is really just redundant.

After harry potter, went to celebrate Cassia's birthday!! We have to wait for so long just for korean BBQ. Okay but its yummy so no complaints there. Anyway the wait passed by quickly. Everyone was admiring how artisically gorgeous my card to Cassia was.

Time is passing in a haste. Have to finish some work before watching Ah Di. Choi Gin.

Oh Hello.

2011-07-01T22:23:00.003+08:00

I survived!!! 6 papers within a span of 5 days. Its been a hell of a week or a month i should say. Exams was constantly lingering on my mind throughout the holidays. But still, surviving and doing well are not the same thing.

Went shopping after last paper today. I wanted a jeans from Zara but it kinda looks awkward at where it isn't suppose to be. The really sucky part was that the colour, cutting, length was however just right for me. Argh, can you imagine the frustration?? If they just have a teeny weeny bit of cloth at where its awkward, that jeans will be mine. My first ever jeans.

There's dance tomorrow. Surprisingly, I'm actually quite looking forward to it. I used to dread going dance practices in Swiss. I just hope that my enthusiasm will not sizzle out.

2011-06-19T22:20:00.002+08:00

its been ages since i last blogged. I have a sudden urge to blog just now in the evening. An abrupt rush of sentiments up to my throat. But its cooled down since.

Something is really lacking

Beyoncé - Single Ladies (Put A Ring On It)

2011-05-27T23:05:00.001+08:00

This is my new favourite song. I'm usually more of a mando pop listener. But after watching Beyonce's performance at American Idol yesterday, i am seriously so so so sooooo bowled over by her powerful vocals and fluid body movements. Just look at the way moved her body!! Insanely smooth and strong!!! And her toned thighs!! I want my thighs as toned as hers!!! Yes yes I will really really work hard in trainings from now on

2011-05-20T09:59:00.004+08:00

Selected for HK, got in for modern dance. yay for me. But why do i feel so indecisive about modern dance???? I really wanted to get in starting from the first year, but i didnt have the guts to try out for the audition. I'm so sick of my lifestyle in year 1, study, study and more studying! This year, i plucked up my courage and tried out for the auditions alone. I really wanted it, and i did. And now, because simply i'm feeling so awkward and friendless in that cca i'm beginning to have second thoughts. I know, change is the only constant. I couldnt possibly stay in my comfort zone my whole life. I dont want to graduate out of poly with just a GPA to show that i have spend three years of my life in a polytechnic. I want more. There i have it, just suck it up.

HELLO HELLOOO

2011-05-14T11:12:00.004+08:00

Random pictures taken when veron and mx trespassed SP yesterday.

My thighs are aching like hell. Finally stretch to my heart's content after so long. I seriously hope that i made the cut.

Anyway school is as hetic as usual. Have to stop wasting time on social media and get started on my ff project, bybye

2011-05-04T18:12:00.003+08:00

There's this hollow sick feeling in my stomache. And no, its nothing to do with hunger.

2011-05-01T07:42:00.002+08:00

Went into hibernation since school started. Aiyaaaa so many tutorials to do per week, so many shows to watch, and so much money to make! Hehe, just kidding about the last part but Im getting double pay today woohoooo!

Well, i really hope to get selected for the hk trip and ... , ... . For the first ..., Mich say not to get my hopes too high, so i'll not say it out, fearing that i will jinx it. As for the second ... , lets say it has always been my secret ambition and since its SECRET, i didnt mouth a word to a single soul. Well except for the harmless one or two. Hm, make it three or four, now that i think of it. Anyway! Afraid that i will jinx this as well, so not saying it. I really hope to get selected for all 3!!!!!! Amitabha Amitabha

Black and Whte

2011-04-16T14:19:00.003+08:00

I recently took a liking to black and white photos. Too bad, converting coloured photos to grey scale requires a huge mount of patience and time. I am lacking in particularly, the former. Hehe Maybe its hallucination, but i can vaguely hear the buzzing echoes of laughter, conversations whenever i look at black and white photographs. It seems as though time has unturned and i slipped into it.

I was taking the train home with Minxuan yesterday at Orchard. We were talking about credit cards. I casually mentioned to Minxuan that we are only 18, and after saying that, a woman sitting next to us turned her head sharply towards us. She's staring at me as though she couldn't believe her ears. Wtf. I knew i look older than my age but she doesn't have to stare so intently so much so that its almost rude right. To add on, many salesmen and saleswomen promoting credit cards or some donations have been approaching me at Mrt stations. I am getting so sick of them being surprised, or some worse, shocked at the mention of my tender age. Is it a deadly crime to look older than your age in this world??!? Buay song

I have no intention of talking about that when i started on this post, but after the rude woman came out, i couldn't stop. Sibei buay song with her.

Wonderful 18.

2011-04-10T14:57:00.008+08:00

I'm remembering the sequence by photos. I was rather joyful the whole day of course, since its my birthday. On 1 April this year, i had work in the morning. Met up with Cassia after work. And she gave me thisssss

After lunch at our usual haunt, Coffee Club, we went for ice cream

After our ice cream, YingTing came! For dinner we went Timbre. Jane came after we reached.

The culprit that cause Cassia,Jane and Yingting to go a lil mad.

And my birthday cake!!

Thanks babiesssssss for making my 18 wonderful!

Keep holidaying pleaseee

2011-04-10T13:47:00.012+08:00

Went out this couple of days.

On Friday i was supposed to be at Orchard Central for stock taking. All of us reached on the dot, 7.30am. Its AM mind you. God knows how early i have to wake up. 50 minutes of train ride for me. Who knows, the manager forgot that their store was scheduled to have their annual stock taking that day. We waited outside their store for 45 minsutes before the agency apologised and told us to go home. Everyone was so livid. It was so irresponsible of that stinking manager. If they expect us to commit whole-heartedly to this job, the least they could do was to ensure their own people knows about the stock taking!! How can they write off 10 persons efforts on their own carelessness just like that!! What's more, no apology from the company itself.

Anyway it was about 8.15am after the whole episode. I called Veron out. Quite surprised that she answered her phone. I was actually just trying my luck to see if she's awake. Haha, she was so spontaneous, agreeing to meet me at town on my whim. And so, we shopped from 10 in the morning, till 9 at night. Our feet were so sore at end of day. We also managed to meet up with Minxuan at night. Hehe

On Saturday, went to Ngee Ann's cosplay fest with the babies.

Everyone was staring at Jane while we were on bus because of her wig. Haha

Legally black

2011-04-02T22:39:00.003+08:00

I'm of legal age nowwwwwww!! 18 but still feel like 12 sometimes. I want time to stop right now, no more ageing.

Although i had work yesterday morning but i had a blast later on when the sun sets. One of the best years of my live. How often do you get to laugh till your sides hurt?? I hope later in life i wouldn't look back and lament that the best years of my life are over. Every year should be better than the last.

Have been watching Hellcats via Funshion! Funshion,what a brilliant invention. Why didnt i download it earlier? Can't wait for the rest of the episodes to be aired. In the meantime, i'm hooked onto this,

Its 11 so naturally i'm sleepy. Nights earthlings!

2011-03-29T15:15:00.001+08:00

In the end, its the former i chose. Please, no regrets.

2011-03-28T19:31:00.003+08:00

I'm in such dilemma. Received a call to go for an interview at Chanel. Should i be selected i will be starting work on friday (which is my birthday btw lol). This is the worst possible thing that can happened cos i agreed to work at popular starting from the same friday onwards. Chanel VS Popular. Is there even a basis for comparison? Judging from salary, Chanel win hands down. But i agreed to work at popular alreadyy!!!!! Nevertheless i still agreed to go ahead with the interview. If i choose not to go, I will definitely regret. Just like how i regretted hesitating for 5 minutes and my Singtel job at AMK got snatched aaway. I hope that i get selected for Chanel. I hope that i don't get selected so i won't have to call up Popular to quit. Can't understand When i want a job, where is it? When i found one, another better one just came tumbling right into my face.

2011-03-23T20:55:00.001+08:00

oh shit shit. Traffic surveyor. What have i got myself into?

2011-03-23T09:59:00.003+08:00

I'm so bored at home. I want to get a job, or do something at least (not shopping again!). I don't want my holidays to be so damn meaningless.

My favourite pastime used to be watching HK dramas. Now, it seems that my favourite pastime is sending resumes. Jobless is the new career? People are retweeting it on twitter. Strongly agree with it.

Okay, actually i do like hanging out with friends at their houses. Mine is fine, i don't mind. And doing mundane stuff such as painting nails, watching movies, or just daze. Thats what we did on monday. haha

Before exams, Minxuan, Veron and I already say that we want to go some high end buffet to feast. Till now, we haven't gotten round to planning it yet. We should really go soon since Minxuan is starting school in early april.

2011-03-19T00:02:00.002+08:00

I just watched Swiss's korean dance. Dammnn why didn't we have korean dance back in my days. And after watching the performance i really feel like dancing and kicking my legs high up in the air again. Should i try for modern dance in year 2?????
With gems and other hardcore accounting modules, I'm not sure whether i can cope anot.

Shuckssssss, i really want to split now.

Doomed?

2011-03-13T10:57:00.003+08:00

The devastating force of Mother Nature. A book by the title of The Lost Atlantis Code, wrote that the world was drowned by Gods because the selfish actions of Mankind angered Him. Thus He summon massive waves, winds to drown the world and everything on it.

I'm afraid. I feared that one day, the world will really come to an end. By then, what will be left of us? Is the tsunami and earthquake in Japan just a beginning? Is there more catastrophic force to come?

Let's hope things will take care by itself. Also, hopefully all the victims from the disaster will bounce back, stronger than before.

2011-03-06T10:31:00.006+08:00

Although not really obvious but i was wearing hazel coloured lenses in the pictures. Went to collect the lenses yesterday together with Jane.

Finished Dream High yesterday. The ending is not an ending!!!! Hye mi did not end up with anyone although her heart was with Sam song dong. At the end of the episode, all the comments were saying how cute Hye song is when she grown up, but i don't think she's that at all please! She looks just like my neighbour.

Listen to this, it has the ability to turn people into chickens. (goosebumps if you don't get it).

Life's a joke

2011-03-04T20:53:00.003+08:00

Finally home after 7 hours of work. Today was actually pretty fun compared to the last 3 days because i was stationed at the kids section. Seeing those cute little tiny pieces of graphic tshirts can make anyone's day. And plus the fact that they were so so much easier to fold than denim jeans and khakis meant for fat people.

My manager is a witch. I definitely thinks that she goes to work on a broom and wears a black tall hat at home.

Brushing work aside, life is purrrrfect right now. I don't have anything to think about except finding time to watch Dream High. I don't want life to be cluttuered with bills. I don't want life to be a chore, life to be all about consistently pushing myself to a higher level, whether at work or at school. But i'm not blessed like some others, they have responsible fathers who are willing to give their all to their children. They have loving fathers who care for them. I don't. Yeah, so what if i don't? I'll just work hard and show that i can live as well, with or without a dad. I don't need to have one. All i need is my mom and sisters.

Suzy (miss A) - 겨울아이 (Winter Child)

2011-03-01T10:16:00.000+08:00

2011-03-01T10:11:00.002+08:00

Have been watching Dream High this couple of days, really addictive! SamSongDong is so cuteeee.

Bracing myself for work later on. First day of work is always the toughest and suckiest day of all. Shall update soon bye!

2011-02-24T16:27:00.003+08:00

Yay I can finally use my laptop without feeling some sort of guilt. You know what, i hope dreams are not what the future holds for us because if it is, i'm so going to bawl my eyes out. Yesterday night, I dreamt that i will get a freaking 55 for my econs paper. 55. If i get 55 for my econs paper today, i will. I don't know what i will do, probably probably, i don't know. I'm still left with a stats paper on next Monday before i can bade year 1 goodbye.

I entered a competition with Jane, and I'm so excited that we are actually selected!!! Gonna mark aside 12 March on my calendar! hehe So what i have to do now is to check up on a lot of youtube tutorials on eye make up and maybe watch some 女人我最大. The prizes doesnt entice me as much, because its only free contact lens supplies not cash. What powers me is the thrill and the chance to appear in a magazine hehe

Finished researching on buffets, time for my tvvvv
I just remembered, the boring 当我们在一起 is repeating on channel 8 now. shall not watch it.

2011-02-17T09:24:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 18 BIRTHDAY MICHELLE!!

Initially we wanted to treat her to a korean bbq buffet. But there's a whole long line of waiting people. So we settled for second best instead, crispy korean chicken. There's only dinner and no presents from us. hehe Our group has a culture of giving belated birthday presents to each other.

Michelle and Cassia was talking about k-pop the whole dinner. I'm not a k-pop fan, have no idea what they are talking about.

While walking back to the mrt, Cassia suggested taking pictures infront of a tree. Yucks, its so creepy what if we capture a white figure hanging on the tree.

XOXO

2011-02-15T10:15:00.002+08:00

Can't wait for my exams to be over and done with. Then i can work and earn some money to fund my buys. I'm a material girl. I so want to go china for itp next year, 5 weeks of independence. The sweet taste of freedom.

You know its mob test today at 5.15pm but why do i feel like its the holidays already? No stress, no studying, no anything. I should really get myself in a frantic mood for exams.

Shall go stress myself, bye. and happy belated valentine's day to all singles out there. Sad for you. And for me.

2011-02-11T20:12:00.003+08:00

Sigh sigh and sigh. My asos package which was suppose to arrive on 9 feb have not arrive still and today is already 9 feb. Michelle's parcel arrived on the day it is suppose to arrive. :(

On a brighter note, my long long awaited watch from Cleo is finally ready for my collection. I hope its the one which i set my sights on. This!

and not.. aiyah, can't find any pictures of it. The one with denim straps

After two weeks of hiatus and a few kilos heavier, i went to the gym today! Burnt off a hundred plus calories which would be gained back after my steamboat and magnium later hehe

2011-02-09T10:39:00.003+08:00

Watched All Well Ends Well 2011 with Jane and Yingting the other day, on Monday.

I think i should changed my phone pouch to a brighter colour. It always camouflaged with my black colour bags. Gave me a heart attack everytime i couldn't find my phone.

2011-02-04T11:38:00.002+08:00

Using my sis macbook now, so foreign compared to my user friendly HP laptop. Anyway my family members are all not at home right now. They left me all alone. Contemplating whether i should stay home to watch EU or go Ms Ng house later at night.

An abrupt ending! byee!

恭喜发财，红包拿来啦！

2011-02-03T08:57:00.003+08:00

Had my reunion dinner yesterday night. We were halfway through our dinner when the fish was served. Suddenly my mom cried out, the fish not cooked right!! All of us don't believe her at first, cos she's usually so exaggerating. But really, the fish was still raw and slimy inside. The funny part comes, the news seemed to travel across the room and suddenly all the tables around us started complaining that their fish was not cooked as well. Its like they see one table complaining and wanted to join in the fun as well. The waiters are like ants scrambling from one table to another changing the fishes. LOL

First day of chinese new year, going to have mcdonald for breakfast. I ordered fillet-o-fish for myself but now i feel like eating hotcakes with sausage. I'm this fickle minded. I searched through my laptop to see if got any chio pictures to upload anot, but don't have leh. hehe

Off to watch hello baby, Shineeee.

2011-02-02T18:37:00.004+08:00

Happy chinese new year!!! Did my nails, did my sister's nails, did my mom's nails. and created twitter!! I still haven figure how it works, yet. At first i thought i have created twitter, but i guess age has caught up with me. I'm senile at a ripe old age of 17.

Off for my renuion dinner with my pretty nails. Byebyee

Oh Shit.

2011-01-29T11:21:00.003+08:00

I spend my morning watching Emergency Unit instead of doing my PACC. This show is soooo addictive. I want to go back to that show even as I'm typing this.

That is for yesterday, I went back to EU after typing that. Haha
I got a scare earlier on. I thought i was going to spend money buying a new phone again when I cannot switch on my lollipop. Phew

Have not done my nails for the longest of timeeee. My last nail artt

Pound pound pound

2011-01-24T18:20:00.002+08:00

My head is killing meeeeeeeee. Its been throbbing non stop since afternoon. I think it worsen after Stats lecture. and i still have so much to do. Dip plus quiz tmr, role play next week, mob next week. Just thinking about it makes my head spin.

Busy beeeee

2011-01-23T12:51:00.008+08:00

Greetings to earthlings

Packed weekend!! shopping for CNYclothes on top of the never ending tutorials and projects

Anyway i have just finished my reflection for a movie, Singapore Dreaming on Friday. For those who have not watched it before, It is about a family who struggles with financial problems, kinship woes, shattered dreams and eventually realising that money is never the answer they are looking for.

To get a politically right answer i went behind my beliefs and wrote that wealth and riches are just worldly possessions and that it can never make a man happy. My take is that money is just as essential as love and kinship.

Whoever said money can't buy happiness simply didn't know where to go shopping. So agree with that. If i have money and loads of it, i can buy that $70 mango shorts i saw yesterday without having second thoughts. It can certainly buy me happiness.

Anyway, true to my words, I went to chop off my fringe a few days ago on Monday. This is how i look like now.

You can see that my eyebags are pretty heavy. The end result of sleeping at 12am two nights in a row.

Went Orchard yesterday to shop for my CNY clothes! Had this sinful warm chocolate cake for dessert after dinner.

Off to do my MOB! :(

2011-01-17T19:01:00.002+08:00

"I was on the bus on my way to the mall, when a homeless man sat next to me.

He saw that I was looking at the bouquet of flowers he held, and told me that they were for his wife because today is her birthday.

As he got off the bus, he walked into the cemetery and placed the flowers on his wife's grave.

A love that never dies LGMH. " From LGMH.

Bangs or meh??

2011-01-15T09:41:00.004+08:00

HIIIIIIIIIIIIII

I kept wanting to blog on weekdays but i cannot find the time. Finally got the time now.

Highlight of the week was the trip to BMTC (Basic Military Training Centre) at Pulau Tekong on Wednesday! It was certainly an eye opener for me. We get to see their dorms, use their guns, eat their uh, tasty food and most importantly of all, watch muscular NS men in action! Pity, no photos are allowed. Their dorms are really like HK dramas, 8 double decker beds in one spacious, airy room, a small greenish metal cupboard for each person. Exactly the scene on TV.

Aside from the tough training and all, but i think the guys really gain a lot more than ladies when they go through NS. They become more determined and independent just to name a few. I don't know about the rest, but NS men or men who have already gone through NS gave me the impression that they are undaunted by life. It seems as though their heavy body mass can withstand whatever life throws at them. Tough training in NS really help to shape them up for the struggles in life emotionally, physically and morally.

To digress a bit,
I really hate my fringe right now, its so common looking. Down to my lashes and side swept. Out of 10 girls, 8 girls have their fringe this way. Plus, it gets oily at the end of the day (because my forehead is a tad oily) and it looks disgusting.

Actually i really like side fringes that are long enough to tuck behind my ears. But growing out takes patience and patience is not what i have. Before my fringe is allowed to grow till my cheek, i chopped it off. So i am now thinking of bangs, again.

心血来潮

2011-01-09T11:27:00.003+08:00

I felt like cooking pasta on Friday after gym with Cassia. So i went to the supermarket on bright Saturday morning.

Decided to make salad and garlic bread as well, to make it seems like a whole meal. Just pasta itself is too lonely. Initially i wanted to add boiled egg into the salad. After letting it boil for 20 minutes , i cracked it open and guess what, the whites spilled out. Wth. That is the last egg in my house.

Mouthwatering delicacy

Mid weeeeeeek

2011-01-05T15:56:00.009+08:00

Its the mid of the first week in 2011 and term 4. Got back 2 papers out of 5 yesterday. Its rather sucky, barely scraped an A when i have been worrying about it about a month before the paper.

Got only 80 for PBL I am peeved. The marks are given based on individual contribution. Right, some did not do the ppt, did not come up with the majority of the points, yet their marks show that their contribution is greater. Faking enthusiasm when the tutor is looking in our direction, what a brilliant way of showing one's contribution. Definitely within my abilities. If this is what the tutor wants to see, I will do it this way this time. I'm just mad but not at anyone or my group mates.

Anyway, not going to get so worked up when I'm getting back the remaining papers during the next two days.

This is what my sister is up to during the last two weeks. I just thought it looks really pretty and romantic. Haha

So my irritating and cheapo sister have got some hidden talents after all!

A whole new beginning

2011-01-02T16:57:00.001+08:00

Starting with my blog! Adding to my collection of resolutions, to blog more often. Now that i have such a pretty blog, i think i will. Haha

Its 2011 already??

2011-01-02T00:38:00.007+08:00

Since its a new year, i shall make some resolutions. To digress a bit, honestly, didn't get a good start into the new year, somehow the unhappy stuff chose to creep up on the last day of 2010. But other than that, the rest of the day was simply brilliant!

Swam , danced, laughed, ate, dazed, chatted and slept at Min xuan's abode together with Veron on the last day of 2010. Its all the stuff like this which keep us together after primary school. Its been 4 years coming to 5 real soon.

Resolutions! Maintain my flexibility, study hard and maintain my GPA, get my heart pumping vigorously at least once a week, be more forgiving, sweeter and less curt to others, save more money for overseas trip (this includes eliminating impulsive or expensive or useless buys), sleep before 11 on weekdays and 12 on weekends (this should be fairly easy to achieve given my standards), keep my desk clean and neat, find the soul mate.

So many resolutions so little time. The last resolution is a bit time consuming. I want to skip all the waiting leh

2010-12-31T10:50:00.002+08:00

Perhaps i have erred too much in my past life? Whatever.
Just scram

2010-12-29T09:41:00.002+08:00

几时哭泣不是因为你？

早已看透你的心。只是过不了自己这一关

何时才能完完全全不被你影响？

Heels woes??

2010-12-26T12:46:00.002+08:00

Secretly, I wish that i own a pair of killer heels so heads will turn when i strut on the roads.

But because im already taller than my most of my friends, i'm 1.68m, i'm already towering over them even when im in flats. Due to height difference, (okay fine, i look mature as well) whenever i go shopping with my friends, others would comment that we are sisters and that im the older one. It do get very frustrating sometimes. Plus the fact that my friends love to rub salt into my wound saying that i'm big!!!!!!

17 years of life and I own only a pair of 1.5 inch of heels which is pathetic. This morning, after signing into CC, i went into this thread which i have never seen before, tall girls in high heels. Totally can relate to it. My confiedence just got a boost. Not going to feel self-conscious anymore! Going to flaunt my height, and rock my heels with pride. (Provided i can balance) haha

2010-12-25T14:46:00.005+08:00

A Christmas Sparkle!

I'm a poor thing, its christmas day and i have only eaten a pack of beehoon from morning till now plus a couple of chocolates. Famished. On top of that, i have been having the runs twice this morning. Don't know if its the satay yesterday :(

All thanks to Michelle and Cassia yesterday, I only got to know that Miss A's newest single is Breathe and not Bad girl good girl. Haha

I still prefer bad girl good girl.

miss A "Bad Girl, Good Girl

2010-12-18T08:20:00.002+08:00

Was looking at some blogs yesterday and i saw this video!

This song is so catchy and addictive. I even tried learning the dance from youtube but to no avail. I gaveeee up. While hopping and prancing around i was worried that someone from the opposite block would capture me and post on stomp. Haha.

Going Dome and then flea with Veron later on. Countdown at Minxuan's on 31!! Can't waittttttttttt!!!!!

2010-12-14T09:20:00.003+08:00

Hellooo World. Its meeeeeeeeeee.

Exams are over in, not a blink of eye but in about 1 million billion blinks of eye. Chopped off my tresses, collected and used up my FCUK voucher, went for an interview and got no news. Which is alright, because i dont really feel like working anyway.

Living life as usual. Slogged for Uniqlo as a 2 days temp staff back in september got its perks as well. A 30% percent discount off their items when i went there on monday. hehe

Thinking about whether should i go to flea on saturday. OPI at 8 bucks!! but my funds are dwindling hmmmmmm

eh baby, dont make me sounds like you are the whole world to me in your blog leh. I never skipped lunch for you hor, i just dont wanna eat after eating a whole stick of gummies. Technically you were late for 1 hr cos we agreed at 2!! BUT thats like usual, Me punctual, You late almost always. hahahaaaaa

2010-12-05T10:48:00.003+08:00

My first paper tomorrow, and I'm already in the jolly season mood.
I want to do so much things after my exams, but i have to clear off the irritating 5 papers first
Actually its just four days but when i think of how much studying i have to cramp in four days, or technically 3 (because there is no need to revise after the last paper), i cringed.

Back to working my butt off.

2010-12-02T17:48:00.003+08:00

i swear i'm on a lucky streak!!!!!
I won a vagary watch from Cleo, now i won another $100 FCUK voucher from cleo also!!
Quick, somebody whisk me away to MBS casino!!!!

2010-11-26T23:31:00.003+08:00

its near midnight but my stomach is growling. :(

Xmas is coming although i dont celebrate christmas but i really love this jolly season. Orchard road is full of lights, christmas songs are blaring from the radios. If Singapore were to snow, it would be perfect

2010-11-12T23:58:00.004+08:00

Hello world. Its been a while since i blogged.

Had school till 5 today, and went Orchard with my singtel mates! We wanted to eat Marche initially, but we found out that its not halal. So. We went Seoul Garden instead. It was at Taka level 5 and yet Ben insisted that it was at B1. damn ass him

My first time having Seoul Garden. The last time when my sec clique wanted to dine there was during Xiao chen's birthday but many objected because of the smell and opted for Ajisen instead. But now im finally there for the first time. Well, the rest said that Taka's one was more spacious and cleaner than the other outlets. By the way, Ray brought along his friend, Mark and coincidentally, Mark was from Swiss. I have seriously never never seen him around in Swiss before.

Food was normal, and we stuff ourselves till our stomaches were bloated. Went shopping for a while and went home. Saw so many things i like! Unfortunately, I can't buy anymore, :( pay is almost gone with the shipping of my bag costing 70 bucks.

Saw a cafe named Raindrops tucked at the back of Scape, the interior looks really cosy. What's more the surroundings are trees and only trees

The highlight of the day was about an hour ago when i reached home. I saw the Dec issue of Cleo, i opened it up, i shrieked. I won a watch that i almost wanted to buy. Cool shit. I am so happy but when i realised they have no means of contacting me, i dropped from the skies.

2010-10-31T13:39:00.002+08:00

在一片一望无际的草原里，什么都没有。只有满天遍野的星星。一闪一闪，诉说着凡间的凄美与无奈。

2010-10-25T17:37:00.005+08:00

Woke up bright and early on Saturday morning!

Fishtail braid again!

I was not sleeping here okay. I'm reading a magazine

Had Dome for breakfast. Only took pictures of this coffee and Caesar salad because my stomach was growling so i dived in straight into my sausages and eggs. The salad was too salty for my liking. That's why i didnt upload the photo of the salad. But the breakfast was yummmy.

Saw a blouse in Mango. Looks so chic. Didnt buy it in the end, you know why. Sigh. BUT i saw a similar one on Lovebonito that is going to launch later. Yay!

Grabbed a weighing machine at Tangs and went home. Because I'm just so nice, i agree to work at Singapore Indoor Stadium with Cassia on saturday night. Haha, "For your baby?" How could i refuse????

We took pictures using her new camera on the train after work. It was Feng Fei Fei's concert by the way, not Kpop. And there was this bunch of crazy fans who kept shouting Feng Fei Fei, WO AI NI! even before the concert has started. Warming up their vocals i presume

2010-10-22T13:39:00.005+08:00

TGIFT! Thank god its friday today!

Woke up today with a sms from Cassia. Man i could kill her!! (jk baby love love) She's a happy bird right nowwwwwwwww

Shopping tomorrow Yay

Deliberating between a Monfae or a Vagary now. My stomach is growling from all that thinking , should have went to FC6 with Euwen and Jielin.

2010-10-16T22:41:00.002+08:00

Having a difficult time trying to sleep now because i just drank a cup of koi's hazelnut milk tea.

Went Vivocity on thursday with Yingting and Cassia. Both of them found some loots for the day. As for me, i bought nothing. Had a blast at the open space above Vivocity.

And back to work on friday. Some people can really be so haughty and full of themselves. This guy, he spent 15 minutes telling me how great he is at work and complaining about how lousy my manager is. Though i can definitely feel that he is not great at all as a person. How pathetic can his life get if he derived self satisfaction from criticizing a manager and boasting about his career achievements to a temp staff?

Last day of work tomorrow. Which means that holidays are ending and school term is drawing near. My mood is so down now.

2010-10-15T22:34:00.001+08:00

FML
schools starts at 8am and ends at 9pm for me on tuesday.
F.M.L

Pardon my french, i'm not so crude normally

2010-10-12T19:11:00.003+08:00

I actually used body wash on my hair for the past few days!!!!! No wonder my hair smells like my body wash. Treated my hair with twice the amount of shampoo i used normally :(

Not that it hurts

2010-10-07T21:55:00.004+08:00

Not that it hurts

Im always reading other peoples' blog, and they always seem to have such mind-boggling or feeling posts. If you get what i mean. Posts of theirs have so much to do with their own thoughts and feelings, whether its of self exploration, love or family relationships. Thats when i wonder, why don't i have any of such posts? Is it because i have long ceased to feel? or am i incapable of feeling?

Love is friendship set on fire. Yes, i have always wanted one of such relationship where i can throw myself into. My first thought would be, it does not matter if i get hurt, because thats when i can experience the tastes of life. But on a second thought, i do not want to get hurt. This is constrasting. I know what will happen if you choose a wrong partner. That partner may be the one you love, only problem is that he doesn't love you so much that he is willing to compromise for you as you can for him. From young, i told myself, i do not want to end up like that. This is why i stay vigilant. I dont allow myself to sink into it, because then, it will be hard for me to leave when the time comes.

My childhood years were quite gloomy. My sis have to grow up quickly. And she lived a hard life. No point sacrificing your life long happiness for a - what do they call it? jerk? Yeah, a jerk is what he is.

[HD]♫ (Original-1972) Killing Me Softly with His Song- (((stereo))) - Lo...

2010-10-04T13:05:00.000+08:00

Killing me softly with his song - By Lori Lieberman

Strumming my pain with his fingers
Singing my life with his words
Killing me softly with his song
Killing me softly with his song
Telling my whole life with his words
Killing me softly with his song

I heard he sang a good song, I heard he had a style
And so I came to see him, to listen for a while
And there he was, this young boy, a stranger to my eyes

Strumming my pain with his fingers
Singing my life with his words
Killing me softly with his song
Killing me softly with his song
Telling my whole life with his words
Killing me softly with his song

I felt all flushed with fever, embarassed by the crowd
I felt he'd found my letters and read each one out loud
I prayed that he would finish, but he just kept right on

Strumming my pain with his fingers
Singing my life with his words
Killing me softly with his song
Killing me softly with his song
Telling my whole life with his words
Killing me softly

He sang as if he knew me in all my dark despair
And then he looked right through me as if I wasn't there
But he was there, this stranger, singing clear and loud

Strumming my pain with his fingers
Singing my life with his words
Killing me softly with his song
Killing me softly with his song
Telling my whole life with his words
Killing me softly with his song

2010-10-04T11:07:00.004+08:00

No work today!
Working at Singtel currently till vacation ends. Work was pretty alright, but we only have 1 hour of break no matter how long we are working. So that explains how my legs are feeling right now. Luckily they put me in Westmall, i can reach home within 15 minutes.

Difficulty falling asleep last night, because i had too much milk tea the night before. At 1am, Cassia have to sms me to inform me that results are out and her high score. This gets me all excited i want to know mine too, but mine is not out yet! I fidgeted around on my bed till 3 am when i finally couldn't stand the tension anymore i got up and checked my email. Cool shit. I went back to sleep for two hours.

I have decided to spend my precious day off nua-ing at home and spending time with my laptop. Toodles

2010-09-27T11:31:00.002+08:00

A conversation between a china guy and i

China Guy: Taka jewellry 在哪儿？
Me: 转右就到了
China Guy: 是右转
Me: Oh.

2010-09-22T09:45:00.005+08:00

Went Shopping with Cassia on Monday. The baked rice i had was marveloussss.
The serving was just nice and there's a hint of curry without being too overwhelming.

Finally mastered the skill of tying fish braid! My mom says it looks like a snake and my sis claimed that it looks like you tiao.
Anything lor, I like can already.

Vacations are fine till now. Went for countless of interviews this two weeks. Not a single phone call. I was thinking of working at Watsons if there is no job coming up by today. But i changed my mind, Watsons doesnt interest me. I want some admin or other retail jobs.

Feeling so depressed when i have no source of income. And i have to go back to school to return dvds that are due soon. fmlllll

2010-09-20T09:39:00.002+08:00

Hello World
Everyone is busy with their own stuff and here i am frittering my life away infront of a laptop. Do you have a feeling that everyone else is leading life to the fullest except for you? Well i do, constantly.

Nvm, dramas shall make my life pointless no more. Toodles!

High School Musical 3- Can I have this dance

2010-09-16T11:43:00.001+08:00

Seriously, this video! Everything is so super duper sweet and surreal in there. Blew me away. What a complete opposite of reality.

2010-09-15T15:12:00.002+08:00

My eyes are feeling so heavyyy

Went for an interview today at Orchard. I had no idea that the company would be Prada. Total horror. The whole time i was feeling so out of place because the rest of the interviwees were wearing suits and they look like they were so prepared for the interview. Plus the fact that all of them were in black and white and I'm in PINK with ballet flats.

I dont think the HR manager likes me too. So poof, Gone.

I am so discouraged now

2010-09-12T10:50:00.001+08:00

Im a discouraged worker. sigh

Taylor Swift - Mine

2010-09-08T15:30:00.000+08:00

Nice song, Pretty dressessssssss

2010-08-19T12:52:00.001+08:00

From ^^ to ^.^ after this song.

hehehheheheh

2010-08-18T19:19:00.001+08:00

I want to be a hopeless romantic.

2010-08-17T15:29:00.002+08:00

Yoohoo.

My head is so heavy, feel like sleeping. My body is in the school library but my soul has already flown back to my bed and hd and ap.

HD and AP are both my soft toys which i have given names to. Both are initials by the way.

My breath is feeling unusually warm, i think i am falling sick sick sick.

2010-08-14T12:02:00.004+08:00

I finished The Last Song in two days.
Really, really engaging, other than Ronnie and Will relationship part, the rest was great as well.
Espcially the part when Ronnie's dad was dying. Pratically suffocating in pain when her dad was dying and tears kept flowing non stop.

Loading the movie on tudou now, doubt that the movie will focus much on Ronnie and her dad parts but watching Liam is still worth it. Haha

PS Finished the movie. Fast paced compared with the book but still heartwarming. and Liam is not that hot afterall except for his built tanned bodyyyyyy

2010-07-28T21:26:00.002+08:00

Stepmother: Mirror mirror whose the fairest of them all?!?!
Mirror: I can't talk, you dumb.
Stepmother: is it me me me??
Mirror: I SAID I CAN'T TALK!
Stepmother: Oh yes. I realised.
Mirror: ...

2010-07-26T18:39:00.002+08:00

HII
Im so sleepy right now! But i cannot go to sleep now lest i cant sleep at night and i have bc (not bonitochico hor) at 8am tomorrow.

Burger King for dinner later. Yay. Though they dont have the free taro pie anymore and the free sundae is only for the junior chicken burger. :(

Off to do my BC report. ByeBye

2010-07-24T16:01:00.000+08:00

fmlfmlfmlfml
I dont wanna become a fatso!

2010-07-12T13:27:00.002+08:00

Another week. Another routine.

2010-07-10T22:19:00.008+08:00

Ate at Swensens yesterday for lunch.

The mushroom soup was yummy. The bread was crispy although it looks really disgusting when its half eaten.

Hawaiian pizza. It tastes better than it looks really. I forgot to snap a picture when it was still piping hot. At least there is still half of it here.

And my sister with her coffee!

Treasure Island. Root beer with vanilla ice cream floating on top. This also tastes better than it looks. Especially the vanilla ice cream, not those creamy, staple taste sold outside.

haha look at Hotdog behind.

My new F1 konad. Me like!

2010-07-03T23:22:00.002+08:00

Went lavendar with my mom and sis today, to collect my mom's passport.
Ate at place called 焉阁 at chinatown after that, forgot which yan it is.
To sum it up, food is maybe a lil above average but service is lousy.

It was noon time when we got there, so the seats were full. booked a table already but there was no table for us when we got there and the waitress went off halfway when we were clarifying. Rude.

Bought koi of course since we were at chinatown , and cabbed home.

Koi with 超级星光大道 = Perfect saturday

陳奕迅 - 好久不見MV

2010-07-03T23:13:00.001+08:00

好久不见，近来如何呢？

2010-06-20T11:57:00.004+08:00

On a sunday lazy afternoon, where the roads are clear and the mind is calm.

No more alarms, jams and packed trains.

Floral scents, gingham shirts and khakis are my only essentials for today.

2010-06-11T23:29:00.003+08:00

I have started with hotel city ytd. Fun up till now though im constantly broke. :(
Virtual and reality same. haha

OH yeah i have not mentioned, its the start of holidays. Im not sure what im gonna do this holiday. I hope that my plan works out(cross my fingers!!!!), if not, i'll just stay at home and try to get started on my FOM and BC project(business communications) and Econs tutorial. And also getting some loots during this GSS.

I ran 2.4km yesterday at the stadium in exactly 20 mins. So proud of myself for running 2.4km but so not proud of myself for finishing in exactly 20 mins. Shall TRY to train up more, if i have the will and time. Okay, time, i have more than enough, just that im lacking so much in the will part.
Skeptical about myself since i'm always giving up halfway when it comes to exercising.

AND AE finally verified my payment when i am going to go off to sleep. Great.

2010-06-07T17:54:00.002+08:00

Start of MST today!
I screwed up my pacc.
Damn cost of purchases. i forgot what was that in that short 60 min. I wished i can die at that moment.

Looking forward to my subway lunch tomorrow. I know im so easily satisfied. Haha. But not always!!